Qara' leb `ataph

imagine that a movie was made out of your life nothing is left out.
everything you had ever done,
thought and imagine were shown in this bog screen for everyone to see.
and secret habits that are so hard to run from and so shaming in the daylight
are exposed to anyone who would wanna stop and look at it.
how would you feel?
would you wanna run away and hide
when you walk pass by people and they start to give you "the look"?
if people in your circle had seen your movie,
would you still wanna sit with them during lunch
or hang out with them?
if conversation stopped when you entered the room,
would you turn around and just leave,
humiliated by their silence?
and yet deep in our hearts,
we all have the desire to be known and be loved.
the only thing we're worried about is if they will accept us for who we are.
I tell you the truth,
God has already seen your movie and He loves you!
He knows it all!
He knows more than you are willing to face in your own internal court.
God knows all that is true about you-past, present and your future.
He is crazy about you!
you don't believe me?
then listen up!
"Lord, You have examined me and know all about me.
You know when i sit and when i stand.
You my thoughts before i think them.
You know thoroughly everything i do.
Lord even before i say a word, you already know it.
You are all around me and have put Your hand on me.
Your knowledge is amazing to me; it's more than i can understand." (Psalms 139:1-6)
so chill!
God loves you!
~~from the book "Outrageous Love"

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